What I'm actually doing | Where the time is going, what’s getting made + what I’m backing right now.
Things rattling round my brain | Decisions, doubts, hunches, sudden swerves + things I was dead certain about that I am no longer dead certain about.
What happens when I try things | Wins. Flops. Surprises. Crickets. Things that make me go hmm.
The bits that usually get edited out | False starts, tiny breakthroughs, awkward middles + the general indignity of making something exist where previously there was bugger all.
The unedited version. Before hindsight gets her grubby little hands on it.